Monday, August 10, 2009

QNA

I've often been told that my thought progression is typically non-linear. A week ago, I was trying to remember a phrase that I was going to write down that could serve as a simplification for how we meander through problem-solving life, and another question occurred to me: is life a question that begs an answer or an answer that begs a question? And of course, that was a much better thought than the one I was originally trying to recall.

Of course, you can substitute anything meaningful for "life" in that question: is truth an answer that begs a question or a question that begs an answer? What about God? I know people who have come to faith in Jesus Christ because He was the answer to a long series of philosophical and ontological questions: people who started by asking what sort of God might exist, and what sort of God would need to exist for the world to make sense, and what real love might look like in demonstrated form, and how a universal sense of justice and mercy might play out, and they ended up discovering the gospel as an ultimate answer to their sojourning and a completion to what they were missing. This sort of thinking is well found in C.S. Lewis nonfiction. Life was the question that begged an answer. But I also have known of people who have encountered Jesus Christ, in some form or another, and been pressed to something deeper, to ask questions and consider aspects of life they had never before considered or seen. Maybe Paul is a great example: in his encounter with Jesus, Jesus's glory and presence literally blinds him, and based on the reality and magnitude of his experience with Jesus, Paul goes on to ask (and address) questions about his eternal status, how Christians should live, how the church should act and govern itself, and where the young set of believers stood in their faith and their theology. As far as I can read from his writings, Paul did not initially approach life with questions: for him, God was the answer that begged the questions.

There are decidedly people in both camps, and I think nowadays, I sympathize more with the answer-begging-the-question camp. Having gone to a small, private high school, I was exposed to a lot of innovative teachers who were always trying new pedagogical methodologies. The first three days of a physics class might start with an open-ended discussion on the subject, "What is science?" One semester exam for a math class was simply the question: "Is mathematics created or discovered? Explain why." The starting point for learning, for the search for truth, was the big questions, and the value was in the experience of formulating frameworks and testing answers. But there were also the science teachers who were effective by simply making something explode in a beaker on the first day of class, demonstrating to us beyond a doubt that science existed and that it was something to be reckoned with. And based on watching a volatile exothermic reaction or nodes materialize out of nowhere in a vibrating transverse wave on a piece of string, we had to figure out relevant questions and probable answers. And it seems to me that a lot of the Old Testament is God taking that same show-me approach. Bam! Burning bush. Bam! The Red Sea parts. Bam! Pillar of fire. Here I am, I am God, you know beyond a doubt that I am out here, real and in your face. Now that you've seen me, I'm sure you have some questions because I am the Answer that begs the questions.

This demonstrative approach surely finds itself also in the incarnation, life, death, and resurrection of Jesus Christ, to where the apostle John declares, "This is love, not that we loved God, but that He loved us and send His only Son as an atoning sacrifice for our sins."

When I was growing up, I read almost all of the prominent child psychology books of the 1990's. It's weird, but it's true. My mom would borrow these parenting books from the library, and I'd read them to stay ahead of her so I could see what new parenting techniques or attitudes were forthcoming, so I ended up reading Reviving Ophelia, The War Against Boys, and numerous others, including Why Johnny Can't Tell Right From Wrong. That last book addressed trends and implications in moral education in American schools, and in particular, it advocated the old-school William Bennett approach of teaching virtues like honesty, courage, perseverance, and using stories to reinforce the points. The book contrasted this recommended approach with the more recent tendencies to present children with ethical scenarios and have them formulate a sense of morality based on their conclusions: if your family were starving, would it be morally permissible to steal bread to feed them, and so forth. Why Johnny Can't Tell Right From Wrong made the point that children are not naturally good -- they have to be taught morality -- and presenting them with complex ethical scenarios before their moral sensibilities are established is disorienting at best and damaging at worst. The book made a lot of ancillary points that were stupid and obsolete in its thinking, but it gave more credence to the notion that sometimes answers should precede questions.

I'm not saying that my proclivity towards the answer camp is more correct (that conclusion is left as an inference to the reader), but it's probable that this classification might serve as a helpful way to understand people better: whether they begin with questions or whether they begin with answers. I think conversations will make more sense. I think life, truth, God can work with either.

2 comments:

Anonymous said...

I'm struggling to understand the distinction. It's not as if Lewis' questions were in any way prior to his experience of life. On the contrary, it was his experience of life that forced him to ask the questions. Life was the explosion in a beaker that demanded further study. I think it's fair to say that Christianity was for Lewis an answer, but you slide between “life” and “Jesus” in that paragraph in a way that I find confusing (noting here that I've only read Mere Christianity of Lewis' nonfiction), and life seems to be an “answer” for Lewis in the sense in which you use the word later on.

If we're just talking about Jesus, I can see a distinction between those who find Jesus in some sort of epiphany-like experience (or miracle) or who are just raised Christian and so are accustomed to think of themselves as Christians and Christianity as true even before they have any real concept of what these things are and those who “build up” to a belief in Jesus in smaller steps, either entirely by virtue of communicable evidence or because they don't give full credence to a personal religious experience. But if that's what you're going for, then I don't understand how one way could be more correct than another. It's not like anyone chooses to be presented with a burning bush. This is probably due to insufficiently careful reading, but I'm also still unsure as to exactly which camp is the “answer camp”. The way you seem to describe it, both Lewis and Paul have Jesus as some sort of answer – it's just that Lewis was led to that answer by questions and Paul was led from that answer to questions.

To sum up – would you mind explaining that again?

mattdunn said...

To summarize, some people are more prone to searching for truth / answers / life / God and that's how they find it. And some people seem to find truth / answers / life / God more through life-altering experiences that impel or compel them on a search for and discovery of it. It's true that you can't choose to have a burning bush appear to you. I'm just pointing out that people seem to have different paths, partially determined by whether they have more questioning proactive or reflective reactive temperaments, and that it's potentially helpful to understand people on those terms.